Learning to Love

your quiet
pierced my heart
like a dagger
without compassion

your indifference
whispered to me
that there was
no love left

your promise
til death
do us part
became meaningless

my fairytale
ended before
it had ever started

my control
consumed me
until there was
nothing left

my tears
my sadness
my emptiness
my lack
all stemmed from
so very long ago

i am broken
i am not whole
i am not enough

none of this is true
and all these years later
i do not hold anger
in my heart

what was once
our ocean
of nothingness together
became my sea
of endless possibilities

it is through you
that i started learning
to love myself

freelance writer & travel blogger

La Trekista

freelance writer & travel blogger